As I sit in her home, missing her, wondering how and why this happened. This the question that I can't answer. I look at her chair and remember her smile, the talks we had, and the laughs we shared. This all seems to be a horrible dream, that I can't wake up from.
It feels like a cruel joke. To love someone and have them gone in an instant, seems insane. She was so happy and a inspiration to be around. I'm angry she is no longer with us. Why do some live and some die. What is criteria for death. Do you have to be nice, caring, and have many who will miss you?
Well I will miss her, daily and wish she was here. I know she is in a better place, with her husband, whom she loved. I hope they have met my parents in heaven and are now watching over us together. I hope we make them proud.
Missing you,
"Nana"
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